| i'm done with him... i promise i want to be happy again like i know i can be. i can't see forever with him. i've been abused emotionally and mentally... i'm not the same person anymore because of him. i've lost a lot of confidence and security in who i am. i need to get myself back
take me back.... to just before i got dizzy
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| seems like our confusion has faded our curiosity is near gone we've found peace. i think we are both happy with where we are in the world. we're with people we want to be with. we have jobs that matter to us. we have amazing friends. i think we've found our happy places.
congratulations.
is this a start to something new? or is this where we say goodbye?
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| i'm happy you're happy. i've got a lot of good things happening here besides me catching pneumonia... but i'm getting better with antibiotics and a few other drugs. sometimes i really do want to talk to you and i'm sorry that i give in some times before you even do. its just that i care about you. i'm trying to find ways to keep our distance but also see how you are. i don't know if this is the right combination but i'm thinking you're doing great. of course i don't want to know every detail i just want to know you're making it in most aspects of life if not all. i did hear that riley is visiting your parents often now gives mom a break. i'm just curious as to why you call her lynn? you just think her middle name sounds better? i hope that her being with your parents a few days a week she can learn chinese. i'm sure theres a chance it wont still but its not hurting anything to try.
one more thing... did you ever watch that movie i asked you to watch? definitely, maybe? |
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| happy 22nd birthday Andrew.
have this be the time of your life.
seems to be moving up for you.
i'm happy that you're happy.
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